Happy Anniversary 30th months for me and you :')

Hi! sedih ya harusnya hari ini tepat 30 bulan jadian it means 2,5 thn. Wow lama ya. Tapi itu kan HARUSNYA but in fact, we're not together anymore. Selama beberapa hari gue ga sms atau ngehubungin dia dan yak tapi untuk hari ini gue gagal. Gue gak kuat. Akhirnya gue sms dia fiuh merasa gagal tapi lega sih. Salah ga gue sms dia? Salah gue kangen sama dia? Nggak kan? Wajar menurut gue, secara gue masih sayang, SAYANG BGT sama dia. Here's our conversation;
C: I miss you :'(
A: why?haha
C: Gpp. Kerasa aja hari ini hrsnya 30bln
A: tadi bgn tidur aku mau nyuruh kamu kesini cuma aku lupa hehe
C: kenapa emang?
A: gpp kok gpp
C: Ha? Mksdnya knp km mau nyuruh kerumah? Hmm
A: iya aku pikir kita masih jadian haha
C: Haha iyanih ga kerasa. Yaudah maaf ya aku sms km kyk gitu, I'm just missing you so bad, I miss how we used to be. I love you, take care. And happy anniversary whoops... :'D be nice and be happy ya, baby :')

Yak itulah akhir smsan gue dan dia, terlalu singkat ya? Tapi gue lega sungguh gue lega. Again gue bilang, gue mau ngebebasin dia dulu. Gue gamau jadi pengganggu hubungan dia sama cewe lain, soon or later I hope we can be together (again). I miss him so bad BAD! Ok cukup, cukup sekali gue sms dia.... Besok ngga lagi kok :'D bye bye


Happy Anniversary, A! :')

A, I want to say:
Thanks for being mine for 29months
Thanks for made my day, made me happy
Thanks for loving me
Thanks for accepted me just the way I'm
And etc
Thanks a lot...

And...
I'm sorry I can't be perfect and will never be.

But...
I think I can love you better and perfectly with all of my heart.

"Whenever you're having a bad day remember this: I love you"

Love,
C-2008